Sexual fantasies. They can be as simple as warm softcore ruminations on romantic love between two people in love or it can be set in the anonymous world of hardcore gangbangs in cold, dark alleys. It all depends on how kinky you like it and what gets you off. One thing is certain – we all have them and they can pop up at any time of the day. It can be a long drawn-out story or a quick flash of sexual imagery. There’s no denying it, everyone indulges a sexual fantasy even if you don’t want to fess up to it. But that’s ok – Everyone has them. Therapists and psychologists agree that this is a universal phenomenon and a lack of sexual fantasies can contribute to sexual dysfunction.
    So, what exactly is the purpose of these fantasies and why do we have them all the time? If you’re worried that you’re a total pervert because you are constantly walking around with a perpetual woody in your pants as your wildest sexual fantasies run rampant in your head, don’t be. We’d be more worried if you didn’t. After all, fantasies are a healthy way to relive stress and to cut loose when you obviously cannot do so. They’re used to escape real-life sexual frustrations and to imagine dangerous or near-impossible scenarios – in other words, it allows you to role play situations you have no intention of following through in real life. They say that “the brain is the largest sex organ” and nothing could be closer to the truth.
However, there is a large section of society that delves into the sexual side of our libido and works hard on a daily basis to churn out one fantasy after another. The gay porn industry – No, the porn industry as a whole is in the business of making fantasy a reality and we are all too eager to live them out… At least vicariously. We asked a cross-section of this population to indulge us with their innermost fantasies and sexual confessions. Our hope is that you’ll be more open (if you’re not already) about sharing your own fantasies with your partner. Hell, fulfill one with a stranger if that’s what you’ve always dreamed of doing, but never thought to follow through. By this time next year, your torrid love affair/one-night-stand might just make it to print in a future edition of this magazine!
    When it comes to sex, no one delivers it better than hard-working porn stars. You would think that having sex all day with the hottest men in the industry would pretty much fulfill all your sexual fantasies, but these boys offer up some eyebrow-raising fantasies. Reese Rideout from Randy Blue confesses and includes his fellow co-worker, Chris Rockway in his naughty fantasy. “Chris Rockway and I take turns blowing real hard and long... unless we do real big blows it won’t take so long... Once our blow up husband is inflated we would position him in the middle of the trestles parallel with the train tracks, that way we can shish kabob him like the pig he is and look over each others shoulder for that 240 tons of steel cumming our way. We fill him up with our hot cum, then all three of us jump off into the water and float downstream with our man while cooling off and drinking some beers.”
    We also got a few responses that were very site specific. Cuban-born Eddie Diaz and Jason Hawke prefer their sex with a little tourism involved, while Brandon Lee likes amusement park-style sex! Eddie has recently returned from a trip to Europe and his experience included more than just the beautiful architecture. He says, “So far my hottest experience was in Paris I went to a really great party and met tons of really hot men. On my way to the bathroom I met this guy who introduced me to toilet girl. He let us go into the stall together. I’ve never had my dick sucked in a bathroom stall – in Europe. And we did it again in the VIP area, on the dance floor, and in the coat check room. I think French foreskin is my new favorite delicacy.” Now that’s a pig for you. But he doesn’t stop at just foreskins fetishes. Eddie is a class act when it comes to pigging out with a one-night stand. “As always, it’s back to his place for hot sweaty sex… And maybe a little water sports (there, it’s out – I’m a pig!) Sex is great, but I never stay the night. The Walk of Shame in the morning is not my style.”
    Jason, on the other hand, doesn’t care where it is as long as he can get his rocks off. “I’m very much intrigued with the dark side and I love to push limits and boundaries whenever I get the chance to do so. That’s why I couldn’t refuse when I had the opportunity to have sex inside an old cemetery near the French Quarter during a trip to New Orleans for a Falcon Studios shoot.“ When the urge strikes, it really doesn’t matter who or when. “It was the middle of the day and we were both horny as hell and since there was nobody around we decided to get down and dirty. Call it sick. Call it twisted. I simply call it “A Good Fucking Time!” We agree with the latter, Jason!
    Brandon goes right to the point: “I’m having an affair with my friend’s boyfriend and we had sex at Disneyland last Friday. We first went on Splash Mountain.” That’s one sure-fire way to get wet. But he’s only just begun. “Afterwards, he suggested that we go on the Haunted Mansion ride to check out what they did for the holiday season.  Yeah, we didn’t pay attention to the ride.  We just got busy.  It was hot.  We then went on every ride that was dark lighted so we could suck each other’s cock.  Mr. Toad’s Wild Ride was REALLY wild.  We left the park around 8PM and fucked in the parking lot.  I sucked him off on the ride back to LA.  We then fucked around the corner of my house.  My friend has no clue what’s going on and has been talking with me about how they haven’t been having sex lately.  I can’t tell him it’s because his bf is having sex with me.”
    Some guys give in to the animalistic side of sex. Michael Lucas approaches sex with a no-holds barred attitude. Of his preferences, he says, “I have always been attracted to men of all ages, races and sizes. Anything that moves gives me a hard on.  But as my appetite has matured, I have honed my hunger for men who are willing to strap on a tight pair of stockings.  Nothing gets my tip dripping as much as it does when I am with a man who isn’t afraid or shy about exploring fantasies. I love when I take down a guy’s pants and he is wearing pantyhose…my cock throbs for it. It’s a huge turn on for me just thinking of throwing a man face down on my bed and ripping a hole in the back of his smooth stockings and raping his ass. Then I flip him over and we go into an intense deep kiss as I bend his sleek-covered legs over his head and continue to pound his open ass.”
    Despite Jeremy Bilding’s status as a popular porn star for Randy Blue and Channel 1 Releasing, as well as other online pay sites, he likes to be a bit of a mystery. Let him tell you: “I wish that I could say that my confession is something extra juicy, like I have a love child with Lady Gaga. Alas, we have remained abstinent. Well, at least with one another. I also know that many people will look for my confession to be that I am choosing a side of the “Sexual Octagon” (Gay, Str8, Bi, Curious, Asexual, Over-sexual, Hurricane and Politician), but I have never not disclosed my stance on sexuality: Do you like to Cum? Me too! I’m good by myself, but better with you. Why worry about how many X’s and Y’s we have, and just have fun right now, we’ll discuss dating later. So, with this I admit that despite my libido at astronomical levels, and my desires to literally fuck my way to the end of days, I am kind of a prude. I am really picky with my potential victims, choosing only those that, when we do fuck, we may forget our own names, and to breathe. I need full compatibility before I’ll let you in my pants. It’s just that much hotter.”
    Photographer and blogger extraordinaire Jeremy Lucido confesses that he’s been around the block a few times. No doubt, his many sexual exploits provide us with an interesting topic of conversation in not-so-polite circles. But there are some things he would still like to try. “A few years ago a friend and I drunkenly (and unsuccessfully) tried to double stuff his boyfriend and as much as we tried (or he screamed), it didn’t work out so well,” he says about his failed attempt at double penetration. “I need someone with a much looser boyfriend,” he adds. Perhaps. Or maybe a jumbo-sized bottle of lube might do the trick… Eventually. Still, he confesses, “most of the time I could care less if the other person gets off as well during sex, but I do love a guy who can cum from getting fucked!”
    A popular fantasy that more often considered a taboo, but one that is quickly gaining popularity is the fantasy of brotherly love. Bel Ami has recently broken that taboo with a full-on sex scene between twin brothers. Milo and Elijah Peters went all the way in December. Another famous set of identical brothers has also shared their confessions with us and the things they say about each other is shocking and titillating at the same time. Tom Bianchi is no stranger to brotherly love – although a much different type of brotherly love. As a photographer, his confession, which is probably the Erotic Trigger (also the title of his upcoming book) that allowed him to live out his sexual fantasies, revolves around a very popular scenario: College frat boys! “When I was in college I was a member of a testosterone saturated fraternity, Kappa Sigma – a jock house.  My fraternity brothers were constantly wresting with another in underwear or pulling towels off one another on the way to the showers. At times, the call would go out – “HUMP HUEY!” – and a bunch of guys would pile on the ‘victim’ and strip his clothes off him and pretend to fuck him. It was all boys-will-be-boys good fun, but I yearned for it to go all the way. I still wonder how many of my brothers harbored the same longings, dick in hand, alone later at night.” Tom is definitely not alone on that one!
    Not all sexual confessions are hot and erotic. Some can be downright hilarious. Take one of Jackie Beat’s experiences back in the mid-80s. “I was obsessed with this totally cute guy I had met out at a club.  He was so cute in a dorky kind of way – I love that geek chic look – 1 and I wanted him so bad!  We went on a date or two and when we finally ended up in bed together I was jumping out of my skin with excitement!  And then he started to talk.  Now, I can appreciate a verbal guy – tell me what you want – but this was not your run-of-the-mill bad porn dialogue dirty talk. Oh, no.  He said, and I quote (are you sitting down?): “That’s it. Suck my pee-pee!” I thought, certainly I had heard him wrong.  Then he said it again.  WHAT!?  Dick, cock, tool, rod, man meat – call it anything you want, but NOT “pee-pee!” Then he smiled this cheesy used car salesman smile and said, “We’d both be fine if we sixty-nine!”  Needless to say, I was so NOT fine – or hard for that matter.  Put your “pee-pee” back in your “pants-pants” and get “out-out!”
    Oh well, not all fantasies are meant to come true, but for many – especially these confessors, it’s been fun making it a reality. Don’t be shy in exploring your own kinky fantasies. Just remember what famous playwright and poet Richard Sheridan once wrote, “Certainly nothing is unnatural that is not physically impossible.”

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    Derek Anthony of Treasure Island Media likes to take things a little slow but with a big punch. "For me sex should be passionate, intimate and sensual.  Even in my porn work that comes through.  I am not really good at the anonymous encounters and/or fetish or kink scenes.  Just give me a hot guy and a bed and I am good to go.  I am vanilla but good at what I do. The only real fantasy that I have had over the years and it recurs from time to time is this:
    'I am in a crowded bar or dance club with lots of loud music, dark corners and people dancing or walking by.  I am with a guy that totally turns me on, he is wearing jeans or pants that fit snug around his ass.  The jeans have a rip in the back and he is wearing no underwear.  I maneuver it so no one can see that I have pulled my hard cock out and have slipped it in his ass through the rip in the seam.  When people pass by it looks as though I am hugging him from behind pulling his head back and kissing him and the back of his neck.  In reality we are having sex.  Again, this is a more sensual act and would require soft strokes to avoid detection.'
    I have no idea where this came from.  I really am not a fantasy person but I do think about this scenario from time to time.  I think I am an exhibitionist, it was the only real reason why I got into porn when asked.  I certainly don't need the money."